grrr

So thursday's workout was nice, almost wanted to go friday. But I think that was out of guilt.

Thursday I was so good my glucose levels tanked into scaryness, I had to eat candy, real candy, before bed. And then Friday came. And the compulsive need to screw myself took over. I was still low in the am, so I had 2 dry waffles (it's within my limits). Then lunch came, I made a snack wrap, and then chased it with 3 of the little bags of chips. Then dinnertime came... pizza, but I didnt go crazy there, I wanted to, but my tummy was full.

Where is this coming from? Why in the world am I trying to sink my own ship???

I think I am hitting the gym today, definitely tomorrow. +237 still.